My friend Jeanny got married last December. She dropped me a lot of messages before her wedding date but I didn't sens any message for her. So I made this video blog for her.
Jeanny is one of my special friends. We have a very special story about her friendship. Mostly, kids who get along when they were young never ended up best friends when they grow up but in our case, the opposite of it. We don't like each other, or should I say i don't really like her when we were young. She used to have a very bad temper, she got angry easily and she freaked out at some certain level. We went on the same school since kindergarten, high school (except 3rd and 4th year since I transferred to another school and in college, we went to same school and took up the same course. That's when we realize that we are meant to be friends, good friends. We share a lot of things to each other, even those sensitive things that both of us only knows.
Now she is living in New Zealand with her better half and I keep on thinking when will it happenned again, the days of us sharing secrets and stuffs, laughing at each other jokes, singing duet at the videoke, and hanging out on anywhere we want to go. Well, things changes, sometimes the things that you don't expect to change. It will just one day, blown in front of your face and you will say "What was just happened?" and the only thing that you can do, ACCEPT it. The hardest thing to do but the best. Yet, it is hard to let go, you just have to release anyway. You might enjoy looking at it, wandering around happily, makes you full happy too.
We seldom talk to each other now, because of the distance, time difference and mode of communication but well, I know, deep down inside me, she is one of the best "buds" that I have and will always have.
Speaking of changes, you will notice some changes in me in the video. The hair, the face, the figure...I don't know. Just watch it, and don't try to contact me and tell me what it is. I'm sick of hearing it everyday. (hehehehehehe)
Friday, March 07, 2008
Friday, December 21, 2007
Fun Way to do with Your Music Player
There are ten given questions. Set your Ipod/mp3/mp4 player on shuffle/random. Press forward for each question. Use each song title as an answer to each question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
Over 200 songs in my mp4 player surveyed.
Random playing says …
1) HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Say Ok by Vanessa Hudgens
(Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better.)
2) HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Can We Rock Fu Shnicken with Shaquille O Nea
l(Check it out yo, I smile like Groucho Marx
I make a joke, hokey pokey, and slide by like egg yolk)
3) WILL YOU EVER FIND TRUE LOVE?Buttons by Pussycat Dolls
(Typical and hardly
The type I fall for
I like it when the physical
Don't leave me askin' for more)
4) WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
If You Come Back by Blue
(For all this timeI've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
A reason why)
5) WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD LIKE?
The Remedy by Jason Mraz
(I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away)
6) WHAT IS TODAY GOING TO BE LIKE?
What I’ve Done by Linkin Park
(For what I've done I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done
7) WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?Come Rain Come Shine by Tata Young
(Bring in the rain, bring in the shine
Let it go stop wasting time,
I'm calling out to you)
8) WHAT SONG BEST DESCRIBES YOU?
Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows
(So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love)
9) HOW’S LIFE SO FAR?
This Temptation by Blue
(I know that we've both been herebefore
Thats why I really wanna be sure
But now the moments here
Never been too good at this temptation)
10) WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Unbelievable by Craig David
(I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.)
Over 200 songs in my mp4 player surveyed.
Random playing says …
1) HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Say Ok by Vanessa Hudgens
(Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better.)
2) HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Can We Rock Fu Shnicken with Shaquille O Nea
l(Check it out yo, I smile like Groucho Marx
I make a joke, hokey pokey, and slide by like egg yolk)
3) WILL YOU EVER FIND TRUE LOVE?Buttons by Pussycat Dolls
(Typical and hardly
The type I fall for
I like it when the physical
Don't leave me askin' for more)
4) WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
If You Come Back by Blue
(For all this timeI've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
A reason why)
5) WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD LIKE?
The Remedy by Jason Mraz
(I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away)
6) WHAT IS TODAY GOING TO BE LIKE?
What I’ve Done by Linkin Park
(For what I've done I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done
7) WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?Come Rain Come Shine by Tata Young
(Bring in the rain, bring in the shine
Let it go stop wasting time,
I'm calling out to you)
8) WHAT SONG BEST DESCRIBES YOU?
Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows
(So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love)
9) HOW’S LIFE SO FAR?
This Temptation by Blue
(I know that we've both been herebefore
Thats why I really wanna be sure
But now the moments here
Never been too good at this temptation)
10) WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Unbelievable by Craig David
(I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.)
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Beyond Forgetting by Rolando Carbonel
For a moment I thought I could forget you.
For a moment I thought I could still the restlessness in my heart.
I thought the past could no longer haunt me – nor hurt me.
How wrong I was!
For the past, no matter how distant is as much a part of me as life itself.
And you are part of that life.
You are so much a part of me – of my dreams,
my early hopes,
my youth
and my ambitions –
that in all my task I can’t help remembering you.
Many little delights and things remind me of you.
Yes, I came.
And would my pride mock my real feelings?
Would the love song, the sweet and lovely smile on your face,
be lost among the deepening shadows?
I have wanted to be alone…
I thought I could make myself forget you in silence and in song…
And yet I remembered.
For who could forget the memory of the once lovely,
the once beautiful, the one happy world such as ours?
I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung.
I cannot sing it without you.
The song when sung alone will lose the essence of its tune,
because you and I had been one.
I have wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness.
Can’t you understand?
Can’t you divine the depth of my feelings towards you?
Yes, can’t you see how I suffer in this even darkness without you?
You went away because you took my silence for indifference.
But silence, my dear, is the language of my heart.
For how could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speaks
a more eloquent tone?
But, perhaps you didn’t understand.
Remember, I came, because the gnawing loneliness is there
and will not be lost until the music is sung,
until the poem is heard,
until the silence is understood…
until you come to me again.
For you alone can blend music and memory
into one consuming ecstacy.
You alone…
For a moment I thought I could still the restlessness in my heart.
I thought the past could no longer haunt me – nor hurt me.
How wrong I was!
For the past, no matter how distant is as much a part of me as life itself.
And you are part of that life.
You are so much a part of me – of my dreams,
my early hopes,
my youth
and my ambitions –
that in all my task I can’t help remembering you.
Many little delights and things remind me of you.
Yes, I came.
And would my pride mock my real feelings?
Would the love song, the sweet and lovely smile on your face,
be lost among the deepening shadows?
I have wanted to be alone…
I thought I could make myself forget you in silence and in song…
And yet I remembered.
For who could forget the memory of the once lovely,
the once beautiful, the one happy world such as ours?
I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung.
I cannot sing it without you.
The song when sung alone will lose the essence of its tune,
because you and I had been one.
I have wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness.
Can’t you understand?
Can’t you divine the depth of my feelings towards you?
Yes, can’t you see how I suffer in this even darkness without you?
You went away because you took my silence for indifference.
But silence, my dear, is the language of my heart.
For how could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speaks
a more eloquent tone?
But, perhaps you didn’t understand.
Remember, I came, because the gnawing loneliness is there
and will not be lost until the music is sung,
until the poem is heard,
until the silence is understood…
until you come to me again.
For you alone can blend music and memory
into one consuming ecstacy.
You alone…
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Nagbibilang ng Taon (part 2)
30 May 2007
Nakauwi na ako ng bahay after ng work ng maalala ko, pangalawang taon ko na pala 'to sa Thailand. Kaninang 2 ng umaga, 2 years ago, naghihintay kami ng bagahe namin na hndi pa dumarating. Anyway, kagabi pa ako nagiisip kung anong magandang ilagay sa blog ko sa pang 2nd year anniversary ko sa Thailand. Ngayon ko lang naiisip kung ano.
I was watching music videos in Veoh.com then I remember a Tagalog song. My sister tol me "Bagay sa yo ung kantang to kuya." and when my mom saw the video (we were watching the music video in Myx) she said "Ay, parang si Kuya".
Here's the video of Sugarfree "Hari ng Sablay"
Sablay: hindi sumasakto, mali ang kwenta, at sa makabagong kahulugan; madalas pumalpak.
Sa ikalawang taon ko dito, marami rin akong sablay, as in marami. Maraming bagay na nawala sa ayos, mga taong naapektuhan at nagalit, mga nakakalungkot na desisyon, mga makabagbag damdaming pagbabago.
Sa una, iniisip ko, hari ako ng sablay, walang tumatagal, maraming pumapalpak, maraming nawawala. Bakit nga ba madalas ako sumablay? Nakakatawa mang isipin, minsan nakakatuwaan ko na lang pagkasablay ko, parang nasasanay na ung mga tao sa paligid, ang ginawa na lang nila, makisabay sa pagkasablay ko. Pero minsang naisip ko, bakit ako sumablay, saan sa parte na un ako sumablay. Mga bagay na pinakahawak-hawakan ko, pinagkaingat-ingatan ko, nang dahil sa walang kamalayan kong pagsablay, nawala. Ang resulta; naging desperado ako at ang nakakatuwa (o nakakainis) mas pinili ko ang sumablay pa ng maraming ulit. Naging masaya ba ako, hindi. Pero nasa isip ko na dahil sa pagkasablay din naman nakuha ko un, baka maswertehan makakuha ulit ako ng bago.
Maraming naiba sa pananaw ko, sa maraming bagay, un siguro mga side-effect ng mamuhay mag-isa, ang mamulat sa totong kulay ng mundo at pakisamahan ito para mabuhay, maka-survive. Sa pakikisama sa tao, sa paghawak ng ilang bagay, maraming nagbago. Minsan nga nakakatuwang panoorin, kasama kong sumasablay ang maraming tao at sa tingin ko, natural ang sumablay, ang matawag na hari ng sablay.
Walang masamang sumablay, hindi mo kasi makikita kung anong pangit ang kalalabasan ng isang bagay kung hindi ka sasablay (lalo na sa mga taong nagiging masaya sa kasalukuyan at dahil din hindi na iniisip ang pwedeng kahantungan ng hinaharap). Makikita mo ang mali at sa pangalawang pagkakataon, maranasan mo ulit, hindi ka na sasablay.
Aminado ako, hari ako ng sablay, madalas magkamali (isang tama, sampung mali, ganyan ako pumili) at alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi na naulit ang ilang mga sablay sa pangyayari (maliban nga lang sa ilang bagay na, hanggang ngayon sumasablay pa rin ako). Hindi ako maapektuhan kung tawagin pa nila akong hari ng sablay, kahit sila man maiisip nila isang araw na isa rin silang hari o reyna ng sablay. Kung ano pa man mangyari, handa pa rin ako harapin kung ano pang kasablayan na mangyayari sa kin dito. Katulad na rin un nang pagsabing hindi ako huminto na matuto at makita ang mali at kung mangyari man ulit, ilang beses na lang ako sasablay.
Nakauwi na ako ng bahay after ng work ng maalala ko, pangalawang taon ko na pala 'to sa Thailand. Kaninang 2 ng umaga, 2 years ago, naghihintay kami ng bagahe namin na hndi pa dumarating. Anyway, kagabi pa ako nagiisip kung anong magandang ilagay sa blog ko sa pang 2nd year anniversary ko sa Thailand. Ngayon ko lang naiisip kung ano.
I was watching music videos in Veoh.com then I remember a Tagalog song. My sister tol me "Bagay sa yo ung kantang to kuya." and when my mom saw the video (we were watching the music video in Myx) she said "Ay, parang si Kuya".
Here's the video of Sugarfree "Hari ng Sablay"
Sablay: hindi sumasakto, mali ang kwenta, at sa makabagong kahulugan; madalas pumalpak.
Sa ikalawang taon ko dito, marami rin akong sablay, as in marami. Maraming bagay na nawala sa ayos, mga taong naapektuhan at nagalit, mga nakakalungkot na desisyon, mga makabagbag damdaming pagbabago.
Sa una, iniisip ko, hari ako ng sablay, walang tumatagal, maraming pumapalpak, maraming nawawala. Bakit nga ba madalas ako sumablay? Nakakatawa mang isipin, minsan nakakatuwaan ko na lang pagkasablay ko, parang nasasanay na ung mga tao sa paligid, ang ginawa na lang nila, makisabay sa pagkasablay ko. Pero minsang naisip ko, bakit ako sumablay, saan sa parte na un ako sumablay. Mga bagay na pinakahawak-hawakan ko, pinagkaingat-ingatan ko, nang dahil sa walang kamalayan kong pagsablay, nawala. Ang resulta; naging desperado ako at ang nakakatuwa (o nakakainis) mas pinili ko ang sumablay pa ng maraming ulit. Naging masaya ba ako, hindi. Pero nasa isip ko na dahil sa pagkasablay din naman nakuha ko un, baka maswertehan makakuha ulit ako ng bago.
Maraming naiba sa pananaw ko, sa maraming bagay, un siguro mga side-effect ng mamuhay mag-isa, ang mamulat sa totong kulay ng mundo at pakisamahan ito para mabuhay, maka-survive. Sa pakikisama sa tao, sa paghawak ng ilang bagay, maraming nagbago. Minsan nga nakakatuwang panoorin, kasama kong sumasablay ang maraming tao at sa tingin ko, natural ang sumablay, ang matawag na hari ng sablay.
Walang masamang sumablay, hindi mo kasi makikita kung anong pangit ang kalalabasan ng isang bagay kung hindi ka sasablay (lalo na sa mga taong nagiging masaya sa kasalukuyan at dahil din hindi na iniisip ang pwedeng kahantungan ng hinaharap). Makikita mo ang mali at sa pangalawang pagkakataon, maranasan mo ulit, hindi ka na sasablay.
Aminado ako, hari ako ng sablay, madalas magkamali (isang tama, sampung mali, ganyan ako pumili) at alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi na naulit ang ilang mga sablay sa pangyayari (maliban nga lang sa ilang bagay na, hanggang ngayon sumasablay pa rin ako). Hindi ako maapektuhan kung tawagin pa nila akong hari ng sablay, kahit sila man maiisip nila isang araw na isa rin silang hari o reyna ng sablay. Kung ano pa man mangyari, handa pa rin ako harapin kung ano pang kasablayan na mangyayari sa kin dito. Katulad na rin un nang pagsabing hindi ako huminto na matuto at makita ang mali at kung mangyari man ulit, ilang beses na lang ako sasablay.
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